发信人: akiko998(小薏^^唔会放弃)
整理人: dyldm(2003-07-08 00:54:09), 站内信件
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“Whenever sang my song On the stage, on my own Whenever said my words Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me Was it real or just my fantasy You'd always be there in the corner Of this tiny little bar My last night here for you Same old songs, just once more My last night here with you? Maybe yes, maybe no I kind of liked it you're your way How you shyly placed your eyes on me Oh,did you ever know?
That I had mine on you
Darling, so there you are With that look on your face As if you're never hurt As if you're never down Shall I be the one for you Who pinches you softly but sure If frown is shown then I will know that you are no dreamer
So let me come to you Close as I wanted to be Close enough for me To feel your heart beating fast And stay there as I whisper How I loved your peaceful eyes on me Did you ever know That I had mine on you
Darling, so share with me Your love if you have enough your tears if you're holding back Or pain if that's what it is How can I let you know I'm more than the dress and the voice Just reach me out then You will know that you're not dreaming ”
這是我和你都很喜歡的歌,每次見面,我們都幾乎會一起聽。你說,這是我們的歌。你還說,因為我,這首歌才特別有意義,聽到這首歌,就會想起我。但是或許現在,你不會再聽這首歌!
你不是一個值得我愛的人,很多人都這樣說。我不知道什麽是值得,什麽是不值,我只是知道,我沒有後悔愛過你,即使愛你的時侯很痛苦、即使你曾經令我受了很多的傷害、即使你給我的愛只是你的幾分之一,但我還是無怨無悔的愛你,也許是我太傻,但是,我卻不能拒絕。
那時我們都還只是高中生,相遇在校園裏。不知爲何,我喜歡上當時並不出色的你。身邊的朋友都說,以我的條件,不應該喜歡那樣的你。我真的很優秀嗎?我問自己。但我給自己的答案是否定的。我從來都不認同自己是優秀的,即使我喜歡上平凡的你。
每個人都是平凡的,不是嗎?而且很渺小,就像茫茫星空中的一顆小行星。屬於我的那顆星,也許小到不可能看到。那你的呢?
既然都是渺小的生命,又何必分清楚誰優秀、誰平凡呢?
一直認爲愛一個人是不需要理由的,但這個也許只是我一直不能自拔地愛你的藉口吧。
(待續)
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