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整理人: roy_young(2001-12-07 14:39:44), 站内信件
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Ripples of mind On September (lunar month) 11, 1973, I was born in the city TaiYuan of north china. Though my family was poor, I had a joyful and colorful childhood spent in a small village of Shang county. I really miss those golden days. After finishing preliminary school in a small village,I left to a small town with my mother to see my new father. He is very kind to us, I love him like my first father, who left me and my mother for liver sclerosis,when I was nine. Later I moved to a large city Xi'an, the capital of ShanXi province, with my family to continue my high school . During this time I formed a devotion to Physics and I made experiments in my small room, I even tried to make telescope, generator, and radio, etc. after a lot of trial and error. After graduation, I was admitted by Peking University in the capital of China, Beijing. But I had to have a military training for one year in a small town named XinYang in the middle of China, that was a time filled with joy, pain, frustration and disillusion. In 1992 I went to Beijing and began my study on Nuclear Physics for four years. I met with many different persons here , learned a lot and suffered a lot, in the beautiful campus of Peking University, I fell in love with classical music and chess after I lost my affection to a very good girl. Feeling hopeless to my career in China, I decided to go to USA. Which is clean and beautiful, people are kind, study and research condition is much better. But I still feel something missing, something need me to find. Why my heart is always filled with pains, although I appeared to be happy and strong, I am really sensitive and weak under skin. Age adds every year, yet I still don't learn much from experiences, Sometimes I behave so naive just like a pure and innocent child. While sometimes I feel myself so ugly because of my dirty minds, how wonder the world is! How simply complex my mind is. Pain in mind is so durable as time pass by, I learn to cheat myself with the creation of my mind, but that can only bring much deeper pains to me after that illusion is proven totally false by simple facts.Where is my destination? I wonder in dream, in the pure dark and serenade of mountain. Maybe this can consume all my life to pursue. What is the real meaning of life? What is the real purpose to be a humane kind,not an intellectual ape or a living machine. Why do people exist in this meaningless world and lead a meaningless life? Why there is so much pains around us all the time, even though we seem to have some happy time in rare occasions.There are so many unsolved riddles in my mind. But in the near half year, under the influence of my office mate, Mr. Hua Deng. I begin to realize that Falun Dafa is really what I have pursued all my young life, it can solve all my puzzles, it is like a sun bringing light to my dark mind, I find the real meaning of life and the real truth of our universe. I could lost anything except this Dafa, it will stay in my heart forever. And it once for all saves my life out of this corrupted world into the higher level with eternal peace and joy in the world of Pure land..
If you are interested in Falun Dafa , pls refer to the websites below.
GA(GB) <http://www.prism.gatech.edu/~ph279cl/falun.html> BJ(GB) <http://www.beijingnet.com/home/falun/falun.htm> GX(GB) <http://www2.nn.gx.cn/~wujilin/falun/index.html> TW(BIG5) <http://www.flysheet.com.tw/falun/> XA(GB) <http://www.flff.yeah.net> Washington <http://www.CUA.EDU/~LAI/FALUN_W.HTML> Georgia(English)<http://ptcoe.marc.gatech.edu:80/~yang> Ohio <http://www.chemistry.ohio-state.edu/~xzhong/falun/falun.htm> Michigan <http://www-personal.umich.edu/~whuang/home.html> Harvard Univ <http://hliang.student.harvard.edu> Georgia Tech <http://www.prism.gatech.edu/~gt7421b/falun.html> New Hampshire <http://www.nh.ultranet.com/~dayong/flhome.html> Florida <http://www.scri.fsu.edu/~gliu/falun.html> New York <http://www.sci.ccny.cuny.edu/~hanru> Washington <http://www.CUA.EDU/~LAI/FALUN_W.HTML> Australia <http://www.cse.unsw.edu.au/~s2174792/index.html> Toronto <http://www.physics.utoronto.ca/~yyang/falun.html>
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