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发信人: meipeng(原来) 整理人: roy_young(2002-05-21 12:20:06), 站内信件 |
| Day 2 Friday,Fine 25th,August
i did not know who was to blame,yet i felt very disappointed.after all, i had planned to go to movie with Louis on September 3rd since this diary began.there is no need to hide something in my heart that i heartily hoped to have the first kiss on that romantic night. Louis firmly refused me.in fact the sense of failure came to my mind before i asked her.when i unwittingly touched her hand,she moved it away----passive,conservative,well, that is her character.she simply changed her tune to say"i do not like this way."which was only to comfort me. No matter how displeased i felt,i tried to keep on chatting with her.time went on quickly when you and your girlfriend were on the same bus,and i did not want to waste the time quralling.still,what she said made me a little angry.she asked me whether it was my first request for kissing a girl---of course it was,if i did not love her so much,why i asked her this kind of question. She said many of her friends did not believe that i loved her,and did that matter much,i asked.i was not so popular among this class,i know,and i had my own weakness,and i have tried a lot.what would make me afraid when louis and i were together? Although i hope she could agree,we were students and i know,it was hard for her to take that step,for a girl,a kiss means too much.it means the connection of two lifes,the promise of future,the belonging to one who she will love forever.however,for a boy,a kiss may be too ordinary in his life,at least he will think so.nowadays boys just enjoy love and do not consider it serious. Maybe that is the reason for Louis' question.and i maybe appear a little too frivolous.it is high time that i kept calm and realized that we were different and we should respect each other. ----  欢迎来我的主页
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