发信人: nemisses(青冢)
整理人: spiceqi(2002-04-10 14:30:12), 站内信件
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乌鸦与树
沉烟 08-04-2002 LD
风声，刀声，铃声。
梦里驼铃。
我一跃而起。
'你醒了？'乌鸦愣愣地看着我。
'你...?'我瞪着它，它的眼睛漆黑如昨夜，我却看到了眼泪的痕迹。
'我是乌鸦。'乌鸦笑了。它的声音还是那样的沙哑，我又眯起了眼睛。
'我要走了。'我拿起双刀，每天，太阳出来时，我就下山，斜阳遍地时，我就回来。
'我也是。'乌鸦扑闪着刺膀飞到酒坛子旁边，里面的酒只剩下一滴。
'你不唱歌了？'我第一次有了留恋，依恋的对象是一只乌鸦。
'不了，我要回沙漠去了。'乌鸦扑闪着刺膀在我身边优雅地转了个圈。
我默默地看着它，痴迷着，记忆深处的黑色衣裙在这一刻静静地在我眼前飞舞。我伸出手，想找住点什么，乌鸦在我手中消失。清晨的阳光照进山洞，我的手里多了一片黑色的羽毛。
临出门时，我忍不住回头。
昨夜的冰冷不再，阳光已经温暖了整个山洞。
一道刺眼的光芒掠过我的眼角，最后的一滴酒沾在酒坛上，五彩的光芒是我一生所见中最美的。
我大踏步走过去，吞下那五彩的光芒。
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今日的夕阳很美，如画，我没有看到血一样的颜色。
我的身后有一条长长的血路，它跟在我后面，我去那，它就伸去那。
我又看到了那株苹果树。
我静静地站在树下，静静地听着自己的血滴在地上的声音。
'come on boy
climb up to my branchs
and you will feel very happy
...'
苹果树光秃的树枝轻轻地碰了一下我的头，我懒懒地站着，我想拨刀。
晚风静静地吹起了树下的尘土，我低下头，看着自己的血慢慢地渗入乌鸦的坟中。
'我将给你生命。'我对着坟笑了笑。
刀光慢慢地在坟的上方绕了个半圆，我看着齐腰而断的苹果树，看着它光秃秃的树枝在我脚下裂开。
'原来躺在地上的感觉是如此的舒服。'我慢慢地闭上眼睛，这一次，我又看到了残阳如血。
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尾声
我没有死。
满地斜阳，满地血。我则着头，看着乌鸦从坟里面慢慢爬出来，它的羽毛还是那样的美丽。
'我也会唱歌。'它伏在我耳边。
'可我想喝酒。'
'酒会有的。'乌鸦的嘴慢慢贴上我冰冷的唇。
我睡着了。
我又听到了乌鸦的歌声，与我记忆中的开头不一样，我想我记错了开头。
'Once a time ago
a boy was live in alone
Once a time age
an apple tree was there
every day
the boy came to play with the tree
the boy was happy
the tree was very happy
One day
the boy hadn't come
the tree was very sad
one day
the boy came
the tree was very happy
the boy was very sad
he said
i want some money
i want to go out
if you can give me some money
i will be very happy
the tree said
come on boy
collect my apple to the town
you will get some money
and you will feel very hapy
the boy collected all the apples
and took them to the town
he was happy
the tree was happy
One day
the boy hadn't came
the tree was very sad
One day
the boy came
he was sad
the tree said
come on boy
cilmb up to my branchs
you will feel very happy
the boy said
i want to get marry
i have no money
if you can give me some money
i will be very happy
the tree said
come on boy
cut down my braches
you will get some money
the boy cut all the braches
the boy was very happy
the tree was very happy
One day
the boy hadn't came
the tree was very sad
One day
the boy came
the tree was very happy
the boy was sad
the boy said
i want to travel aroud
i need some money
if you can give me some money
i will feel very happy
the tree said
come on boy
cut my body
take it to the town
you will get some money
the boy cut the tree
and took it to the town
the boy was happy
the tree was very happy
The boy never came back
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08-04-2002
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