发信人: lgh8877(心如止水)
整理人: nanyuner(2002-03-29 20:43:32), 站内信件
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和一个自己不爱的女人居
我后来又去了一酒吧是一个晕暗的小船,这里的一切都是按照船的模型设计的,
我的吧台就是船的后甲板。每晚我在晚上8点至凌晨3点的时间里工作,我面对形
形色色的客人,也面对她[他]们彼此眼睛眼里如野兽般的欲望。我从来不笑,我
不会笑。我也不会哭,因为早以经忘记了怎么流泪。我每天做同一样的事,调一
种叫“丁香“的红色烈酒。我一直不相信记忆会随着时光的流逝而暗淡,所以,
被伤害的感受永远存在。我知道一切以经回不去了,我只有记住记忆,忘记未
来。
我在广西和一个我不喜欢的女人同居了,我不在乎。因为不需要爱情。她只
是我爱情上的一个过客,虽然以经不再澄香。我从来不要她的誓言,我很久以前
就已经不相信誓言。我清楚自已的命运,她不可能给我永远。
永远到底有多远?从花开到花落,从清纯到坠落?没有人知道。
我还是会做梦,梦里一个叫钱钱的女人说爱我,然后我就会突然泪流满面,影子
在丁香树下飘忽不定。
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Do You Remember When our eyes first met?
Do You Remember When our hands first touched?
That was the beginning of the journey of our love.
I love you so.
Now I feel your gaze upon me.
Even from afar.
It warms me inside.
Now I believe in your love.
Please watch over me From afar.
My world was clouded by tears until yesterday.
But my world bursts with joy now.
Do You Remember When our eyes first met?
Do You Remember When our hands first touched?
That was the beginning of the journey of our love.
I love you so.
I m no longer alone.
Because I have you.
I m no longer alone.
Because I have you.
Do You Remember When our eyes first met?
Do You Remember When our hands first touched?
That was the beginning of the journey of our love.
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