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整理人: roy_young(2001-12-07 14:39:44), 站内信件
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Ripples of mind
On September (lunar month) 11, 1973, I was born in the city
TaiYuan of north china. Though my family was poor, I had a joyful
and colorful childhood spent in a small village of Shang county.
I really miss those golden days. After finishing preliminary school
in a small village,I left to a small town with my mother to see my
new father. He is very kind to us, I love him like my first father,
who left me and my mother for liver sclerosis,when I was nine. Later
I moved to a large city Xi'an, the capital of ShanXi province, with
my family to continue my high school . During this time I formed a
devotion to Physics and I made experiments in my small room, I even
tried to make telescope, generator, and radio, etc. after a lot of
trial and error.
After graduation, I was admitted by Peking University in the
capital of China, Beijing. But I had to have a military training for
one year in a small town named XinYang in the middle of China, that
was a time filled with joy, pain, frustration and disillusion. In
1992 I went to Beijing and began my study on Nuclear Physics for four
years. I met with many different persons here , learned a lot and
suffered a lot, in the beautiful campus of Peking University, I fell
in love with classical music and chess after I lost my affection to
a very good girl.
Feeling hopeless to my career in China, I decided to go to USA.
Which is clean and beautiful, people are kind, study and research
condition is much better. But I still feel something missing,
something need me to find. Why my heart is always filled with pains,
although I appeared to be happy and strong, I am really sensitive and
weak under skin. Age adds every year, yet I still don't learn much
from experiences, Sometimes I behave so naive just like a pure and
innocent child. While sometimes I feel myself so ugly because of my
dirty minds, how wonder the world is! How simply complex my mind is.
Pain in mind is so durable as time pass by, I learn to cheat myself
with the creation of my mind, but that can only bring much deeper
pains to me after that illusion is proven totally false by simple
facts.Where is my destination? I wonder in dream, in the pure dark
and serenade of mountain. Maybe this can consume all my life to
pursue.
What is the real meaning of life? What is the real purpose to
be a humane kind,not an intellectual ape or a living machine. Why do
people exist in this meaningless world and lead a meaningless life?
Why there is so much pains around us all the time, even though we
seem to have some happy time in rare occasions.There are so many
unsolved riddles in my mind. But in the near half year, under the
influence of my office mate, Mr. Hua Deng. I begin to realize that
Falun Dafa is really what I have pursued all my young life, it can
solve all my puzzles, it is like a sun bringing light to my dark mind,
I find the real meaning of life and the real truth of our universe. I
could lost anything except this Dafa, it will stay in my heart forever.
And it once for all saves my life out of this corrupted world into the
higher level with eternal peace and joy in the world of Pure land..
If you are interested in Falun Dafa , pls refer to the websites below.
GA(GB) <http://www.prism.gatech.edu/~ph279cl/falun.html>
BJ(GB) <http://www.beijingnet.com/home/falun/falun.htm>
GX(GB) <http://www2.nn.gx.cn/~wujilin/falun/index.html>
TW(BIG5) <http://www.flysheet.com.tw/falun/>
XA(GB) <http://www.flff.yeah.net>
Washington <http://www.CUA.EDU/~LAI/FALUN_W.HTML>
Georgia(English)<http://ptcoe.marc.gatech.edu:80/~yang>
Ohio <http://www.chemistry.ohio-state.edu/~xzhong/falun/falun.htm>
Michigan <http://www-personal.umich.edu/~whuang/home.html>
Harvard Univ <http://hliang.student.harvard.edu>
Georgia Tech <http://www.prism.gatech.edu/~gt7421b/falun.html>
New Hampshire <http://www.nh.ultranet.com/~dayong/flhome.html>
Florida <http://www.scri.fsu.edu/~gliu/falun.html>
New York <http://www.sci.ccny.cuny.edu/~hanru>
Washington <http://www.CUA.EDU/~LAI/FALUN_W.HTML>
Australia <http://www.cse.unsw.edu.au/~s2174792/index.html>
Toronto <http://www.physics.utoronto.ca/~yyang/falun.html>
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