发信人: sweetarain(鸭子安)
整理人: sweetarain(2001-10-21 12:40:25), 站内信件
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依旧是热天，懒散的赖在家里，过着毫无时间观念的生活。今天凌晨四点入睡，因为在写字，本想好好的睡到中午，但早晨电话进来，是好久没有联络的同学，我问她几点了，她说早晨八点，随后像往常一样我习惯性的骂了她一顿，顺便问她过来吗？她问为什么。我说因为你没事，我也无聊，那么为什么不在一起。于是她答应了：）
我继续睡着觉，也不知道多久后电话铃再次的响起，是她。她说她到了，在门口叫我开门。我挂上电话，晃荡着大T恤就出去开门了，想着会不能睡了。
现在她就坐在我的床上看东西，而我懒散的写着，中午12点，我什么东西都还没有入口，除了一杯冰的牛奶。
这几天朋友来我家住了几天，我介绍她听一些我喜欢的音乐并且市面上比较少看见的。比如Sarah Brightman的Laluna,Snzanne vega的nine objects of desire还有我很喜欢的Sinead O'Connor。我们俩躺在地板上成大字型，空调开着，在歌与歌的连接之间，我们可以清晰的感受到它运作的声音。
闭着眼睛，Sinead O'Connor Universal mother的音乐从四个音箱里传出，萦绕着我们。如果说王菲的声音是游离在空气中的，那么Sinead O'Connor的就是从旷野中传出的。她做了妈妈后似乎变的有些温柔，音乐不再那样疯狂，但依旧美丽，有如天籁一般。
有几首歌的歌词令我动容。
do not want what I haven't got 非我不娶
I'm walking through the desert
and I am not frightened although it's hot
I have all that I requested
and I do not want what I haven't got
I have learned this from my mother
See how happy she has made me
I will take this road much further
though I know not where it takes me
I have water for my Journey
I have bread t I have wine
no longer will be hungry
from the bread of life is mine
I saw a navy blue bird
flying way above the sea
I walked on t I learned later
that this navy blue bird was me
I returned a paler blue bird
and this is the advice they gave me
"you must not try to be too pure
you must fly closer to the sea"
So I'm walking through the desert
and I am not frightened although it's hot
I have all that I requested
and I do not want what I haven't got
-----God's place is the world
but the world is not God's place
写到这里我想起了前几天在Shanghai Daily上看到的几句话，好像是这么写的“You have to eat your meal mouthful by mouthful，you have to deal with the test paragraph by paragraph。”不知道为什么在看这首歌的歌词时会想起这两句话，大概是它们同样的使我动容。
听歌的时候我忘了他，暂时的忘却。曲终我又想起了他，突然想起有次深夜自己写东西累了，睡不着，发消息给他说想他，他竟有趣的回答到以前就不想吗。我在这头笑，其实人都会在不经意时，在一个人时想起对方。
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想象是你能放起的最高的风筝。。。。。。。。。
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