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发信人: jojomeng17(朝日) 整理人: marco_0708(2004-11-08 09:46:56), 站内信件 |
| I still miss you.Elliott I still miss you.Elliott
I still cant strike recalling the day we lost you saw the news on Much More Music and Vancouver Sun feel just hurt .cant think of anything that moment What you may know (if you r in the Heaven,I m sure you r) is we met because of you.yeah.I think he miss you too,although we didnt talked about you that much after we met and been together. Some words he wrote about you,hope you can read it: 2004-01-07 06:25:50 主题：悼 Elliot Smith cassano.lq kit Elliott Smith 死了! 21號!」 「好慘喔…是那種一刀插在心臟上面那樣的…他自殺….在紐約的公寓被女朋友發現……」 學長瞪大著眼睛比劃出那個死掉的動作 我則是瞪著XO上面, Elliot Smith的臉, 並不太想相信這件事 剛回到花蓮的下午還困在煩悶的備考過程中 從書架上挑了一張CD 九月初還是個天氣晴朗的下午 Elliot Smith不太快樂的音樂陪著我 卻讓我很釋懷 當我不曉得國語流行音樂還有什麼好聽 開始好奇其它音樂的高三 用看文字的方式去找音樂聽 雖然現在已經不敢再做這麼有勇氣的事了 那時候買到的CD卻都陪我過了整個四年 Elliot Smith是那階段誤打誤撞買來的元老級CD 四年的過程中我聽到了一些東西 又買了一些其他的東西 喜歡了一些迷上了一些甚至有時候忘了以前的CD 我繞了好一圈 再把他拿起來聽 卻突然發現 沒有誰是跟他類似或相仿的 像Launch上面常常做連連看的方法 如果你喜歡XX樂團 你可以聽聽下列歌手 OOO, XX 或 QQQ Elliot Smith 就是Elliot Smith 不管是木吉他的單純 還是口琴, 電吉他, keyboard或是 一些我連名字都叫不出來的樂器 你只曾聽過他這麼用 剛聽覺得很彆扭 但是聽久了很喜歡 會期待某個怪怪的薩克司風聲音在一首歌前面出現 某些歌之間某些不協調的節奏 或是等一下很像那首校園民歌的鳥開頭 後來變成了一首很感動的歌 他唱歌的時候很像在喃喃低語 也許跟你嘀咕著抱怨著 生活啦 女孩子的事情 或是某件麻煩事 在一杯加了冰塊的酒旁邊 抽不完的煙 其實他還有更深的憂鬱 只是你們都不會說破 跟著歌詞一行一行唱唱, 耗時間, 偶爾看一下很遠的地方 對昨天還有更昨天的某些傷痕嗤之以鼻 所以 有時候我想要自己一個人 但是又希望某個人對我講著一些不必回應的話 心情不高不低 我總把XO從架子上抽出來 只是從現在以後 會多了一層傷感 我想現在還不能習慣 他的音樂還這麼美麗在我身邊跟CD一起旋轉 心臟卻停止了跳動 那天看星岛副刊，一个标题 “被成就杀死－Elliot Smith”跃进视线 熟悉又陌生的名字。。。在哪见过？？？ 嘀咕当下。。。《good will hunting》？？？ Ｇｕｓ ｖａｎ ｓａｎｔ 啊。。。瞬时所有回忆都回来了，matt damon的皎洁，ben afflect的稚嫩，minnie driver的饼脸，robin williams的大胡子，当然还有伴随全片的那把低吟浅唱的声音。。。 记得一年前自己还专门烧了这个电影的原声，tn nd运出温哥华时居然丢了。。。 前天晚上，睡不着，kazza里的《good will hunting》下了半天终于下好了。。。 也不记得这次是第几次看这部电影了。。。终于听懂里面那些艰涩难懂的boston accent 。。。 眼泪还是一如既往的流出。。。 Elliot Smith的呢喃细语犹然在耳 人，却已相隔阴阳。。。 2003, sad year [IMG]http://www.gazette.uwo.ca/1999/March/31/photos/elliot_smith.gif [/IMG] Elliot Smith－between the bars http://www.mp3miracle.com/dl/10604/BetweenTheBars.mp3 ------------------------------------------------------------------- My friend's words for you: 2003-10-23 13:55:58 主题：Elliott Smith 1969-2003 hana_zx_l —UrNobody— 真的好久不煽情了， 早晨去社群，看見朝日從加拿大傳來的消息， Elliott Smith died. Elliott Smith died?? Elliott Smith died!!! 認識他是在1998年左右，記得那是一部叫做<Good Will Hunting>的電影， 他就像街角的大哥哥，讓我不經意閒喜歡上他，淡淡的， 結果到頭來才發現，自己根本絲毫都不了解他。。。。。。 凝固了，血液凝固了， 會不會很疼？ “夏天的飞鸟，飞到我的窗前唱歌，又飞去了。 秋天的黄叶，它们没有什么可唱，只叹息一声，飞落在那里。” ---泰戈尔 凝固了。。。。。。 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Elliott Smith > A Distorted Reality is Now a Necessity to Be Free (Album Version) Contribution by: Mopnugget on September 20, 2004 i'm floating in a black balloon o.d. on easter afternoon my mama told me "baby stay clean there's no in between" but all you ladies and you gentlemen between's all you've ever seen or been fit poorly and arrange the sight doll her up in virgin white you disappoint me you people rakin' in on the world the devil's script sells you the heart of a blackbird shine on me baby cause it's rainin' in my heart sun's rising on a choppy glare rain dropping acid bought up in the air a distorted reality's now a necessity to be free so disappointing first i put it all down to luck but god knows why my country don't give a fXXX shine on me baby cause it's rainin' in my heart shine on me baby cause it's rainin' in my heart Tools: by mfluder2676 on 10-21-2004 @ 10:26:15 PM I think this song addresses a couple of things, the first being the inherent hypocrisy of human beings in general, and then the more flagrant hypocrisy of those in positions of authority. Really, the first few verses may be seen as an autobiography of sorts; Elliott's struggle with substance abuse -- and his friends' various interventions -- probably inspired him to write something to the effect of, "Look, we're all a little screwed up, we all do things that are bad for us, so don't point the finger at me until you've cleaned up your act." There's a lot of truth in saying we all "doll up" our public faces in "virgin white," but, ultimately, I think Smith was using some classic junkie reasoning. Drugs had taken over his life at this point, people tried to help him, so he lashed out. More interesting is Smith's take on the people "rakin' in on the world." In this day and age, I think this probably means the bureaucratic hypocrites that lead us into unnecessary wars. Take the line "But God knows why my/country don't give a fuxck" for example; I can only take this as a fairly direct allusion to what was going on in the U.S. at the time of Smith's death, the so-called aftermath of a supposedly "just" war in Iraq. If my assumption is true, it probably means that this is the most overtly political stance Smith ever took in his music. All in all, the "distorted reality" of this song refers to the justifications we make for the way we act on a personal and global scale. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Its been one year ,bro just let you know that you still in our hearts. I m sure me wont forget you in my whole entire life.  ---- 
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