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发信人: carolinejune(小魔女不曾亏欠) 整理人: ambro(2004-12-27 22:55:28), 站内信件 |
| something had gone away
When I wonder could feeling be, I had fallen in. I am crazy, I am blind at that time. But when I lose the feeling of you, to be suffering is stupid after all of this time. Maybe someone will do better than me, does she love you deeply. So much I need to say, congratulations to us, so sad but true. I had cried for sometimes, i remembered date and time. I had been crying since the day, Mar 12,2004,Friday thirty-four after ten. Six hours later, in the doorway with your cases, talk with each other, there were tears in my heart. I had decided to letting go of something special. Friendship will still be kept in our hearts, between us, but something we'll never have again. I know, I guess I really really know. I can’t carry on, sorry, I had choosen give up at last. You know I really really do. Be reassurance, something had gone away, really, really. It won’t bother you no longer. I don’t want to crying for you any longer and I will smile to you when we meet in the future. I know what I’ve got and what I’ve abandoned. 一直很喜欢m2m在《Shades Of Purple》里的这首歌《the day you went away》，跟刘若英的《后来》相同的意境。每次听到都很有感触，对每一段逝去的感情，我们能说的不再是喜欢，而是这么淡然的一句，“过去的，都过去了，都忘了吧。” 都忘了吧，忘记曾经的一切，因为something had gone away，那是一种无法言语的感觉，不因为那个人是否优秀，不因为任何的外在条件而降临，也许是一眼的瞥见，也许是来源于一个细节的感动。只是当它来临的时候，我们忘记了一切的顾忌，当它离去的时候，我们深深地感怀，寂寞地反思。 一切都是自己作出的决定，是自己内心真实命令下的行动，那就无怨无悔吧。从那以后，我相信，随缘是最好的选择。 站在这城市的一端，寂寞和感觉，像浮云，聚又散，连叹息都变得清澈。 ---- 因为这世上有了我，你没有资格寂寞。 小魔女——我心似镜（文集） 小魔女——我心似镜（日记本）     |
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